no matter how hard i explain, it's still my fault..
as if everything i did is wrong..
as if i'm a nuisance girl..
yeah i admit that i'm still young and not matured enough
i always do things so badly and i'm careless

but
why won't you have my opinion and then judge the prob in a fair way??
so that the result will be fair and square for everyone..
sometimes i have to keep all my feelings alone..
coz there's no one that i can trust to tell him/her everything about me..
i hate being like this..
i don't want to keep anything inside me and carry the probs all my life..

i maybe a great secret keeper and i'm also good in hiding my feelings..
i think that keeping my feelings are better than seeing others hurt by my actions..
that's why i never told people about myself..
i mean about anything that would hurt you..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
can i just scream my lungs out??
i don't think i can..
it's wasting my time and energy..
it's already taking my energy to type that haha
now, i'll pray to Allah so that i'll have my feelings cleared..


i will be good one day..
i promise..

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